to go back to work :( January 4, 2010 was my first day back at work since I had Charley on October 8, 2009. I took 12 weeks off to spend time with my little man. I think leaving him that first day was the hardest thing I have ever done. I cried for about a week before I went back and the day I went back I cried on the way, when I dropped him off and at work that day. I knew he was in good hands but it was still so hard knowing I was going to be away from him all day. I had not been away from him for more than a few hours since he was born so I knew it was going to be an adjustment being away from him during the work day. He did wonderful, he didn't cry the entire day and when I picked him up he came home and slept all evening and through the night. The next morning when I took him to the lady that is keeping him, he smiled and cooed at her like he was happy to see her. I have been at work for 2 weeks and it does not get any easier dropping him off in the mornings. I miss him soooooo much while I am at work but I know it is the best thing for him and for me.

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